Life is passing by fast, and I haven't done enough I see Not enough that matters to me But I feel like now, I'll turn over a new leaf Achieve more than I ever achieved Learn how and how not to be happy 'Cause new people and places refresh me I'll spend the next few years forgetting All the reasons, all the reasons All the reasons, all the reasons I decided All the reasons, all the reasons All the reasons, I decided To hate me

As a kid I’ve always heard music in the background An ambiance of great sound That always calmed me down, but now Most days I hear nothing And when I do it’s just a whisper But I still can’t make out the words How’s it feel to know that many things That you once loved are now Just pictures in your mind, that flicker in and out of sight And I'd like to think that this is the last time But what if I’m wrong? People who once made me feel When I was with them everything we did’s The most important thing in the world Have nothing left to do, it seems We all used to be so full of life Now it seems that everyone I know is so much closer To being rooted to the ground, somehow I know that I’m not around anymore And I’m not as useful as before But I swear that Nothing can keep me away from here too long And it’s natural that one day we leave what’s comfortable it seems But that’s okay, because the ends Justify the means. Lately, life’s just been a daydream And a highway, but every exit is a ghost town. I wish it’d slow down for just one evening Cause I’d like to take some pictures And hang them on the ceiling Above my bed, so when I go to sleep I’ll Dream happy thoughts instead And not those dreams where everyone I love is dead And I’ve accepted that an ordinary life’s all I got left But that’s okay, because I know I’ll never ride off in any sunsets

Still wandering hopeless, I’m just a vagabond With no front porch to rest on I just watch the cars all move on Aloof and disillusioned

Well, I won’t go hungry And I’ve got water and I’ve got a place to live And I shouldn’t say it, I hate to say it but that doesn’t Make me feel much better It’s been about two years now, I still have it all wrong, yeah I’m not living, I’m existing I’m not even supposed to be here. I hope your precious ego brings you everything you need Because without it I’m not so sure that You’d be left with anything I hope as time goes on you still find comfort in your Shallow words, and making plans With no intention to follow through I want no part in any of this, but I’m glad it works for you And I’m sorry if I ever wasted, any of your time If I ever stopped to say hello Cause you’ve got better things to do So why am I not happy When I know I’ve got more than I need It’s just that lately I’ve felt pointless I can’t find meaning in anything I’ll stop dreaming like it’s the movies ‘Cause life is never so surreal I worry every single day that That I’ll forget how I used to feel So are they even people anyway Cause all I see are machines Who have sold their souls to alcohol and lives full of luxury I was lucky before I came here ‘cause I was never caught up in this shit I hope an ego never gets the best of me ‘cause I’m just so over this (No one gets anyone here, not even themselves) This place can’t give me what I need It’s lacking what will make me who I wanna be And that’s okay if, I’m okay with Living static with no progress for three more years. Maybe I don’t belong here I’m a fish out of water, and I’ve got Smoker’s lungs and the air's too thin here anyway (I just need) a place where I can breathe and love and live… Live like me Still wandering hopeless, I’m just a vagabond With no front porch to rest on I just watch the cars all move on Aloof and disillusioned So put your money where your mouth is, Cause I don’t wanna hear, any more of your stupid selfish words So put your money where your mouth is, Cause I don’t wanna hear, any more of your stupid fucking words And I’m through, living like this I work too hard and care too much to put up with this shit, I’ll focus all of my attention on surrounding myself, with all the people and the things that make me feel all the things I deserve